Taking a breather from my early morning swim, I heaved myself up over a ledge of the pool, and lying supine looking up at the vast skies, I was then inspired to ‘pen’ a spiritual version of a once popular hit in the 80s, “Right Here Waiting” by Richard Marx, with words edited in (brackets):
Oceans apart,
day after day
And I slowly go insane
(Can’t) hear Your voice on the line
(And pain doesn’t go away)
If (can’t see You soon or ever)
How can (I stay) forever?
Wherever You (are),
whatever You do
(God, I am) right here waiting for You
Whatever it takes (and) how my heart breaks
(Lord, I am) right here waiting for you
I took for granted all the times
That (Your Love) would (stay) somehow
I (feel the heartaches), I taste the tears
But I can’t (feel You near) now
Oh, can’t You see it, (my Lord)?
(It had) got me goin’ crazy
Wherever You (are),
whatever You do
(God, I am) right here waiting for You
Whatever it takes (and) how my heart breaks
(Lord, I am) right here waiting for you
I wonder how (I) can survive
(Without You)
(And) in the end, if I (still) with You
I’ll take (Your Hand)
……
Can a man hide himself in secret places so that I cannot see him? declares the Lord. Do I not fill heaven and earth? declares the Lord. – Jeremiah 23:24
Be in the moment- the vast expanse of the skies made me feel so small and insignificant… When I fix my gaze upwards longer, suddenly, everything seems to be downsized to minuscule when engulfed by the magnitude of His Presence and enshrouded in the magnanimity of His Grace.
Where shall I go from your Spirit? Or where shall I flee from your presence? If I ascend to heaven, you are there! If I make my bed in Sheol, you are there! If I take the wings of the morning and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, even there your hand shall lead me, and your right hand shall hold me. – Psalm 139:7-10
When adversity and disappointment take its toil, parch your heart, wilt your spirit and have your life sidetracked or derailed, “un-tunnel your vision” by looking up at the skies to upsize your view, upsize your thinking, and upsize your faith- trust and believe- that God is always present: He hears, He knows, He feels and He understands, right here, right now.
Be in the moment, God is, right here, waiting, for you.
That they should seek God, and perhaps feel their way toward him and find him. Yet he is actually not far from each one of us, – Acts 17:27